James Patterson, The Angel Experiment
Because what's worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?
Letter
For You
Dear You,
To tell you the truth, I have a lot of secrets and you’re
one of them. I never tell anyone about this kind of things cause’ I have no
courage to do so. I have always kept it to myself and will always do until I
forget you. Well, I never had this feeling before when we were still friends
but now that we grew into a young man and woman and became awkward with each
other, I started to look at you in a different way.
No one knew you, just like how you don’t know how I feel,
and how you don’t even know that I am writing this for you. You will never
knew, I promised that. Although I can say your name out loud anytime, I still
won’t because I am afraid of how you’ll react when you see this. We seldom see
each other, maybe for a few weeks in a year only but I know that every time I
see you, my heart flutters like it never had. I just realized right now that
there is a reason for that, and it is not the awkwardness of seeing each other
grew, but it is an attraction I felt towards you. You know, maybe you’ll laugh
if you see this thing and I can’t even imagine you knowing this feeling that I
had. We’ve only known each other before like we’re siblings but here I am,
confessing these to myself. Hoping that you’d feel the same would be
impossible, right?
You recently broke up with her, and I wanted to be happy,
but knowing that you were hurt, I can’t do it. The last news I heard is that
you were seeing someone again, and that hurts more. I just have one wish for
us; I wish that even though I had these feelings, I hope we can still be
friends like what we are before.
Sincerely,
DANA. xD
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